Kirei Ryuusei's Journal

Nicknames. That was something I usually was annoyed by but since high school I've had many nicknames. Since I'm in anime club in my school I find myself a nickname.

First it was Yuki-chan, after Vampire Knight. However I myself don't like Yuki until she's a vampire.

Then it was C2 from Code GEass. Recently it was given up because simply my character isn't C.C's. Although I do like pizza.

Now I was just given my new name, Tamaki! I'm melodramatic and pretty silly. I think it fits me perfectly.

I was annoyed by nicknames too for the longest time. But I finally gave into them. LOL!

Tamaki is cool! XD

I have new nicknames again...
I like wearing clips in my hair. Unfortunately that earned me another name, Sasuke-kun. The clip sticks out like Sasuke's hair so now I get glomped and called Sasuke. If I wear my hair down, Hitzusen please forbid, that I could be called Orochimaru.

Kagami, from Lucky Star, is another name since apparently I have a short temper, and I my friend copies my homework like Konata!

LOL! Yay for new nicknames! My hair use to make me look like Orochimaru... and my cousin would constantly call me that for awhile. Lol.

That is cool how you are like Kagami. XD

There are times in life thatr annoy me. One is how my sibs like to see my business. They always are like 'what-cha doing?' and ask questions about it when I answer.
Two, my dad hates me on here, or on the computer period. This is safer than MySpace!!!!!And he acts like I don't know how to not tell my most personal info. I'm not five!
Three, is the fact I'm the black sheep in my family. It's hard to feel excited about something when no one shares the interest. Anime, video games, and japanese words just aren't in my household. It's lonely in the house. At least I have friends that talk Japanese and love anime.
Four, my dad's interest in my interests. I know for a fact my dad doesn't like the fact I'm an anime girl. He calls my manga drawing wierd, even though I'm a beginner. Writing around him is no fun since he always wants to know what I'm writing about so I can't work on fanfics with him. Dad even says he doesn't like artsy stuff, the stuff that peak my interest. Probably wishes I was a sports buff like him.

Awww. I'm so sorry you dad is like that. I think it would drive me crazy if I had a father like that. I was black sheep in my family when I first stated liking anime, but then my younger brother started to get into and then my mom just gave up and accepted that was what I liked. XD So hopefully everything will work out for you too.

I got paaaaaaarrroddies on my mind! I got paaaaarrrodies on my mind! (from a song called "igot love on my mind, old school song)

It's too much for me to handle! There's Womanizer, which I'm debating over Kamui or Fai. I got Kurogane, Fai, Syaoran, and Sakura for "give it to me" by timbaland, Justin timberlake, and Nelly furtado. Even Lady Marmalade (with Pink, Christina Agulera, Mya, Lil Kim) , the ultimate femme fatale song ever, for the CLAMP girls! Plus When I grow up for Sakura!

Wow overload!!!!!!!!

Great.....I got Ino as my new nick name....I hate her....

I need a parody idea....I think I should do one for Kamui but I just don't know what to do......this sucks!

I didn't like Ino when I first read Naruto... but after while I started to like her. XD

Parody's are fun!!!

No matter what anyone says I can't stand my sibs! I'm the oldest of five sibs!

The oldest sister is less annnoying but she has a long history of abusing me. Next sis is just a psycho diva! And a tight wad on her money. After that is my youngest little sis and she is sometimes on my side next moment she's trying to take me down. The oldest brother (which is the second youngest) just wants to beat me at anything including fighting. Itai....ANd the last one is the baddest of the bad and he's only 3!!!!!He doesn't listen at all and causes destruction wherever he goes!!!!!

Wow... your siblings sound like major little hellions. Mine are little brats... but I must say yours are evil. T_T;;;

Forum Addiction

I think I can say it. I'm addicted to this site. I meet cool people and do fun things. I finish my homework early so that when I come home I can be online. On weekends I spend all the time until my parents tell me to get off on here. In the course of a week and a half I got myself to the status of a gold member. I made new topics and found new ones. This site so great. If only my parents could understand how safe this site is!

LOL! I know how you feel! I'm really addicted to this forum too. But luckily my parents can't tell me to get off since I no longer live with them. ^_^;;;

That is awesome how you got to be a gold member that quickly!

Valentine's Day

The holiday of love and affection. to me it's just another day....I don't hate the holiday, don't get me wrong. It's just that I have no use for the holiday. I feel guilty I didn't have enough money to get Fay-chan and Yachiru-chan, my best friends, a carnation. Not that they cared but I still felt I should've done something....

My Parents

My parents are worlds apart from each other. Sometimes I didn't know what to do with the differences.

My dad goes like you gotta go for the best. My dad is so much harder sine he intimidates me. He pushes me past my limits, expects me to be on top, and sets tight boundaries. I think he wishes I was the athletic buff my sister is. I'm biggest child on account I really didn't start sports until I was 9. Sometimes I feel like I'm not enough to please him. It makes me sad to think about. But he does make sure I'm a strong and intelligent lady (literally the lady part since he watches the way I dress) I was born a creative spirit not an athlete

Mom always say as long as I did my best she was content. Mom is so easy to talk to. We even text back and forth like normal teen girls. Mom's the opposite she allows me to do things myself (thus why I usually work by myself and am independent), acknowledges me minute accomplishments, and lets me do what I want because she knows I'm responsible.

*sigh* it still is confusing even with my dad trying to change his old ways. When he saw my end of the first semester grades he said it was disappointing, 2 Bs and the rest As. I was so depressed I avoided everyone and was cleaning the whole day.

Aww ur grades were way better than mine I hope i don't have 2 repeat anyway seems like u have it easy when it comes 2 ur mom

I just hope I don't have to take the same math when Spring Term comes around

You Can't Win

I think of the song "You can't win" from the musical "The Wiz", another version of the Wizard of Oz. I think it somewhat implies my life. No matter what I do I can't win, be on top.

One example. I have all As. But in the school I rank 56 out of 517 freshmen. I worked so hard and yet I can't get back to my position in the top ten of the school.

Parent-teacher conferences went by. My dad went to see, how I was doing. I have all A's and I would think that he'd be content with me. Nope! Now he's getting on me and my lack of confidence.

In the end it doesn't even matter, because simply you can't win.

That is amazing how you are 56 out of so many people! That is so cool!

Wow... your dad sounds really hard to please... He should be happy with your grades, not complain about something else. I'm so sorry that he is like that. T_T

RP-obsession

I can say it. I am obsessed with Roleplaying. For the drama to comedy it's fun to play. There's a storyline that follows. The best part is that you can make up possiblities but the next person that replies can alter the story. It's fun to try and piece it together.

Vampire Hunt is an example. At first it really was just Subby-chan and I going back and forth. Saikua-chan trasitioned smoothly into the RP then Hokuto-chan joins! We have the drama of Godchild, the romance of a shojo, even the fantasies.

I'm so obsessed I dream about paths the story could veer into. That's how the sequel to Vampire Hunt, 'Vanpaia Hanto: Kawari Unmei' came to be. Although it started far from how I wanted it's still awesome.

Also I think of themes for scenes of the RP. In Vampire Hunt I believed that Lillian and Rubi's themes was much like 'Slipped Away' by Avril Lavigne, because in the end, both died. And generally the whole RPs theme is 'In the End by Linkin Park

Sometimes...even the ideas of how it would be as an anime is my head. The OP being something like 'Hand of Sorrow'. The ED....undecided but I did think on what is seen in them! Even how the next episdoe (well in my mind each episode is called a night) preview would be

So odd aren't I?

No, no, I'm weird like that as well. It's fun playing RPs, they can be pretty twisted and stuff! ohohohoho! And Vampire Hunt is another example, we had loads of twists on that one.

And I see you made a new RP, Ryuu-chan. I just posted in it!

April 1st

We, CLAMP fans, all know that April 1st is special day. It's a celebration for Syaoran, Sakura, and Watanuki's birthday. Me and another anime club memeber remembered and dressed up. He was in a bulter-like outfit, like Watanuki. I was garbbed in a kimono-like top and was cutsie like Sakura.

As an added bonus we acted like them. My friend put a wooden snake on me. He saw it fly on me and started screaming. I wasn't paying attention and as soon as I turned I screamed too. April Fools to us!

Track

I will tell anyone flat out when I do track that I just throw. Running is out of the question since I can't run long or fast. Shotput nad dicus are my calling. They utilized skills I have, like the speed in my hips and wrists. I'm strong so it easy to chuck a 1k discus and a 4k shot.

In high schoo I'm only a freshmen but I've already throw in a varsity meet (maybe a couple more soon). My dad says I'll get a varsity letter if I do well. I gues I'm not to bad since I'm the only girl (all the other girls are grades older than me) on the team that got multiple medals

Now I'm preparing for qualifying for districts. My only requirement is to throw better than two of the girls on my team. That is a challenge since I'm going against two varsity girls. But I won't back down from the challenge!

Yay! That is cool how you do so well with that. I hope you are able to beat them! Good luck! ^-^

ah, good job, keep it up.

Just because someone has more experience, dosn't always mean that they are better then you. I'm glad you don't let that get to you.