the gate to the forgotten world

You should've entered ALOT of your poems into contests!

Obviously Subaru, no?

They're not that good.....

how did you firgure that oyt? Otyher then the fact tyhat he rules my world.

Yes they are! Hey, I say the same thing about my stories but everyone's like "They're good! They're good!" And I'm like: "No they're not!"

It's kind of obvious *points to avvie and sigg* plus we've been talking about Subaru more than any other charecter.

*blush* Well, the librarian said something about them getting a high place..... I doubt it.,

Other then that. I'll show you:

your eyes try to open, no do not wake!
If you do your soul will break

If SUbaru hadn't woken up, he would have lived on in the dreamworld, and never have known that the one he loved had just killed his sister

you have changed, hard and cold
yet you still have a story to be told

Now that's just obvious. He changed from teh ciute, pure, kind onmyoji to a hard, angsty, taintyed seal.

the ones you love, ripped from your life
what couold ever make this right?

Again, obvious.

Actaully his soul already broke when Seishirou went on his rant about lying when he and Sub were in that illusion. But besides that, it's reeeeaaaaaallllllllly good! I swear! You got Subaru's angst going!

Alright, I've been slacking off again. So, seeing as I'm a bit down in the dumps, I've decided to write down reasons why I should be allowed to go on the computer all day. This can be used by anyone:

1. I watch anime in Japanese with english subtitles therefore I am learning another language

2. I speak to people from different countries therefore learning about differing cultures.

3. I read and write a lot on here therefore improviong my literacy skills

4. I occasionally have to count so I'm improving my mathmatics.

5. I have fun. You do not want to see me majorly depressed!!

~For everyone who has been named a computer holic

And now, I shall tell you about a story that I am writing! Sorry, but I'm out of poems right now..... no wait, I'm not but I'll save that for later.

Alright, currently I'm writing a story called "My sword of reason" (Title may change). It's about a young boy called Subaru (Yes, it is a fanfic. Only because Subaru and some others are in it but a fanfic)

Subaru and Sara have been best friends for as long as they can remember. Subaru however, can feel everyone's emotions. He believes that everyone has a reason. What happens when he is asked his? What is the meanings behind his dreams? What is teh key to Subaru's past? An whom is teh girl with golden hair, weilding the flaming sword?

Here is a little extract:

Spoiler:

Alright, today was the final assembly for all those leaving our school because they are in their final year. (I'm not leaving.) It's also the day of major prize giving.

And I got most dilligent student for my class

And seeing as I have once again un out of poems or anything else, I'll just have to give you a quote:

Never to be forgotten, engraved in our hearts

Lately, I haven't been up to much. I got Within Temptation~ the silent force on boxing day (YAHOO!!!!!) And also found out that I need a tikme machine to go to see Twilight because I'm too young............. Why can't everythong be rated the same in differing countries?

I have also promised some of my readers to get two stories up just before New YEars. One is fine, the orther fic I'm a tad behind on, but oh well....

POEM TIME!!!!

the world is frozen in your mind
you a fallen star coated in ice

you break your heart for others souls
but you will still end up part of the death toll


have you ever realised, we love you so,
even when your frozen in snow?

you do not know, do not realise
that you have the entire sky

spread your wings my angel of mercy
make your self brilliant and free

no matter how many times you die,
in my heart, your always alive

Ah! You got the Silent Force!? I want that CD!

Yay! Another aweosme poem! You're talking about Subaru again?

Yep, I own the silent force. And while doing so, I found out that my Grandma has tsarted to like Within Temptation. My GRANDMA!!!!

I think so.................

You're Grandma's awesome! I tried to convince my grandma to listen to my i-Touch, but no~o.

It's obvious that it's Subaru. . .

Yes, she says Sharon's voice is very nice. And My Gran's nearly 80................

I know..

Wow, I really need to get my Grandma into the music I like.

Okay, my foirst entry of the new year! And it's actually on years day..... hm.

Last night we went and saw the New YEar fireworks. Some were kinda disappointing, but there was sokme that were forming stars (I couldn't get Subby out of my mind), and others that formed flowers which turned into balls of light which turned into crackling gold. It wzas really good, except the bangs echoed of the mountains and the sea. And they look really close the bigger they are.

So that was what I did on New Years eve!

Okay, and now I have, not a poem, but a song for you that I wrote:

O-ooh

where has the sunlight gone
Where has it disappeared too?

Where is the remnants of our hearts
have they been missing since the start?

I can't stop hearing the screaming
I want to run

I will
keep walking
can't stand still

this day
will never
retu-rn

Since when have we been changing?
When did we die
Will we keep breaking?
Continue to cry~

will we remember
those we once were
Our hearts have frozen we are
changing

ooh
ooh

changing

ooh
ooh
oo~h

The screams are returning
this world won't stop burning

have we broken the change
this world feels strange

I can't stop running or moving
I can't let go

I will
keep walking
can't stand still

this day
will never
retu-rn

Since when have we been changing?
When did we die
Will we keep breaking?
Continue to cry~

will we remember
those we once were
Our hearts have frozen we are
changing

ooh
ooh

changing

ooh
ooh

changing

ooh
ooh

changing

ooh
ooh

I can't remember
who we were
how we smiled
we breathe no more

we keep on hating
always waiting
chaos creating

we're frozen


Since when have we been changing?
When did we die
Will we keep breaking?
Continue to cry~

will we remember
those we once were
Our hearts have frozen we are
changing

changing


Since when have we been changing?
When did we die?

No one alive

Will we keep breaking?
Continue to cry~

cry my lost name

will we remember
those we once were

lost in the wind

Our hearts have frozen we are
changing

changing

ooh

ooh

ooh

changing

ooh

ooh

ooh

changing

we are changing~

I love your song. ^.^

OHH I love fireworks. :D

thank you!

So do I, except when the bangs are so loud it makes you jump...

Nice song, let me guess. . . something that has to do with Subaru and angst again? Lol, nice.

It's for Fai, Subby, C!Sakura, and for other peoples.

Alright, I'm back and have something to update my journal with!!

Okay, on Monday, we set off and went to this place called Duneiden (I've given up on trying to remember how to spell that). Anyway, that was kinda fun, because I bought Twilight by Stephanie Meyer ^.^ and gotr to watch CSI:Miami on tv for once!

We also went to Invercagil, where I got my two gold streaks redone. Disastor. Well, it wasn't really too bad, in fact I looked a little like Sharon Van Adel in WT's music video Ice queen. Anyway, I went to this other place so instead of bright yellow it';s now copper which blends better with my hair.

Uh, we also went to this other place and we saw a chicken made of hedges (I love when people make tghings out of hedges) which was cute, and we got to see the clo0ck in teh mountains and also my Dad reminded me of the band trip which was also in the other place we went.

There was also shopping. Lots of shopping. Which I hated.

So, end of my rambling. I'm so glad I'm back, and I missed you all so much!! *hugs all of you* and now I must prepare myself because school starts the day after tomorrow. Uh-oh.....

OMGZ YAY SUBBY-CHAN! *glomps*

Seems like you had fun. Except for re-doing your hair, and shopping. :D

*glomps back*

Uh, I'm actually jjust glad that I had my mp3 and Eclipse, otherwise I would not be able to hold back the depression and would have become a walking zombie...

And here is the creative part of my post for the last post I made:

The snow falls on the dark black night
the blood blending with the beautiful sight
the dying boy, is now dead
his spirit caught in the snow-covered treads.

The sky so dark and filled with screams
breaks the vboy's soul chance of the eternal dream.
And now he is forced to walk
on this earth, til they both are naught.

that's the first part of this story I thought of when I was, believe it or not, watching an add for a bank.

The first day of the school year is OVER!!!!!! And now I shall tell you all~ about it.

Okay, I wasn'tr qctually enjoying the start of the day. Two of my best friends and about three of my normal friends are in teh other clkass, therefore I only have three of my friends in my homeroom. One of them, is someone I used to know about 6 years ago (she's a Twilight fan!) which was good because we're becoming friends again! Woot!! O course, that was wehn things started to get better.

/my teacyher's nannaitiis( to hard to explain) seems to be getting worse (O.O) Two of my besties were squealing when I showed them a certain part in Tokyo Babylon (hehehehe) and I have my first test TOMORROW!!! O.O O.O O.O

I think I'd better study a bit. And here is another part of the poem above.

my breath is an art
but I've hated art since I was young
therefore I hate breathing
depression has won

I lay awake on the frozen night
against my skin the snow will bite
and win blows into the air
the blizzard outside drawing near

Aww, that is sad that your friend are in a different class than you, but that is cool how you becoming friends again with another person. :)

WOW! A test on your second day?! That is so evil!

Yep. And it's *gulp* maths

Yikes. Good luck with that!