The Mirror’s Reflection of Life

Awww I miss Saiyuki! I need to read the manga again~

meh...me being emo...don't take it to heart...

Song by me called "Sorry"....very very EMO>......<

I’m sorry I’m not the person,
You wanted me to be,
I’m sorry I’m not the person,
You thought I’d be,
I’m not the person,
You think that I am,
So why don’t you shut up,
And let me be….

Because I’ll tell you now,
You won’t see me change,
All that I show you,
Is what you want to see,
I’m sorry,
I’m not the child you dreamed,
I’m sorry,
That I failed you so,
Please forgive me,
I need to go,
Leave behind all,
That drag me down,
The smile that I show,
Is getting harder to fake,
I think that my mask,
Will begin to break,
I feel so lonely,
Its so hard to take,
Why do I feel like,
I can’t face the day,
When all I know is,
I’m just a mistake….

So I’m sorry,
For being this way,
I’m sorry,
But I tried anyway,
I’m sorry,
But its to late,
Anything I say now,
Won’t change a thing,

So I’ll walk out one day,
You won’t see the person,
The failure,
You saw everyday,
I won’t be there,
The broken dream,
To greet you everyday,

I’m sorry,
But I have to say,
Good bye now,
Before for its to late,
Your failure’s away,

I’m sorry,
The tears that fall,
Down so hard,
So let just pretend,
That I didn’t exist at all,
So sorry,
I don’t want to hurt you any more,
I won’t hurt you any more,

I’m sorry,
That the door is closed,
I’m sorry,
But I do wish I could have been,
The child that you wanted.

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I HAVE A DEVIANT ART PAGE.....its rather dead, but I still do up date it every once in awhile....Thought I'd give it life again.

O.O wow...........that's all I have to say

Wow! They are all so awesome!

uh...I have a dead line for something....which I will post that something later....this somethings is driving me crazy.....why oh why is this something driving me up the wall.....yet I love it.....why oh why??//..\\
*Glares at 20 pages of paper, wishing it would finish on its own*

Gah, other then that, you will see this something when its done, and I will have you guess this something, so it can also drive you crazy. Why you may ask, because something is evil, and there for, I AM EVIL.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Other then that, I'm doing good. Write again another day!!

20 pages? You didn't have to write like.. .an essay... did you? That would be so hard...

The LOL'z of life...and fail...warning, do not try and there is about two cuse words in it


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LMAO!!! That was an epic fail! XD

Wow, some scary stuff happend over here. Power went out all over town. Uptown and Downtown. I was out driving when the power went out and noticed the street lights not working. No one knew what went on.

Then when the power did come back on, the Fire siren went off. Many people thought it was a Tsunami and started halling balls up a mountain.... A Tsunami would kill our town if it hit. Where I live, its a level 5 Danger zone, because the Cascadia Fault is read to go now any day....I'm waiting for that day...means more jobs....(>o<) LOL I'm joking, I'm joking. My jokes are dark because I work around dead people all the time....

That is so weird how the power went out like that. Do you think the weather could have caused it somehow?

Wah! That is so scary how you live in the danger zone! I hope your town never gets a Tsunami! I hope the fault doesn't go for a while. That would be so scary! T_T

You work with dead people? I know this sounds creepy... but that is really interesting. ^_^;;;;

the weather was nice here in our town when the power went out...(yes I live in the same town as Smile_For_Me for those who didn't know) and she works in a hospital Kyoki-chan...

That is crazy! I wonder if aliens were in the area and their technology messed up all the stuff.

I knew she worked at a hospital... but I didn't really realized that until now. ^_^;;;;; Does that make sense?

I bring SONGS

Romeo

So mister Romeo,
Where did you go,
Give me back my dreams, my hopes,
Be my knight and slay the ghost,
Be the prince I sing for,
While I wait upon my castle thrown, (the castle door)?

With your golden crown,
Clad in white,
Your stead stand proud and strong,
Slay the dragon,
Kill the witch,
But please don’t be to long,

The unicorns have come and gone,
Stories become legend,
Time goes by,
Your still gone,
Romeo how long,

Fairy’s have all turned to dust,
The Elf’s stay hidden,
The Gnomes still play their horrid tricks,
As Rumbstilskin is liven,

So mister Romeo,
Where did you go,
My love for you fades away,
Like tails always do,
There’s no happy ever,
As I say good bye to you,
I’ll look for my own king,
And not wait for you.


Friends or Enemies?

So there you are,
Far beyond,
Our hand’s reach,
Past the blue sky,
Then I see,
The distance in between,
Are we friends,
Or enemies,

When was that line crossed,
How long ago was that,
When soft smiles,
Became cold stares,
And Happy hello’s,
Turned to sad good byes,

The back in which I followed,
Has now become a cold shoulder,
The person who was close behind,
Is now no longer by your side,

The joys we once had,
Have now become painful reminders,
I wonder if we meet in battle,
Would you hold back,
And play a dancing game with me,

Or would you strike me down,
As I stand waiting for you sole move,
Are we friends,
Or Enemies,
In this dangerous world,

Why must I hate you,
Why must you hate me,
When all are leaders see nothing,
Only money seems to rule them,
As they do not know the pain they cause,

The history repeats,
My friend,
How are you doing now,
As we are under the same sky,
And the ground below,
Hold us together,
In an uncanny way,

So if we happen to see each other,
On a battle field,
That holds distance between us,
Will we be friends,
Or will we be enemies,

So please,
Don’t cross that line,
As if you die,
I will surly follow,
By your side,
When enemies become,
Friends,
In an open field.


Hope you like it...lol